We always hope that someone up there to bless us with strength, determination, responsibility and blah blah blah. But all these traits can never be blessed, they can only be learnt. What someone up there can do is only to give us a situation to overcome and hopefully we will pick up the trait.

Just like if i pray for being a more responsible person, i would never be blessed with responsibility. I would be a given a situation to prove that i am indeed responsible or learn from someone on how to be responsible. Therefore i believe now is the time, whereby i have to be responsible for my own action. Face my mistakes and learn from. I just hope my boss won' kill me tomorrow. Wish me Luck!

Just realise that i am already grown up and is old enough to make my own life-changing decision. Therefore its time i stop thinking for myself and start caring for my family. I have already contribute mt part to TPSJAB. Maybe i will go back next year to help out a bit, but its time i stop. My family needs me both financially and emotionally. I need to start saving up for my uni and stop depending on my mum, and may help contribute to the household expenses. Though i still have my down moments but who don't?

Two things to celebrate. One is that my kids have won trophies. NC1 has won the 2nd runner and AC2 has won the 1st runner. I'm so proud of them as they have worked super hard to get this award. This show the past month of hard work does not come to naught. Hope that next year they are able to train an even better team! Was touch by my best squad mate TLL, Angela and Mark for coming to support and celebrate moi last day in SJAB. Though i will miss this cca but i believe its time i stop, i have more important obligations.

The second thing is that my grade for last semester is out and i did well!!!! So happy! That's something i work hard for too! Well spent the last three day @ Sentosa Costa Sand Chalet with Pam, Naomi and Mok. Got another burnt at my back. I am super amazer at their drinking skills, shots after shots. Well found out that absolute vanilla goes well with milo and cappuccino, you should try it too. Ok now its time to focus on earning money, so the next few months i must work extra hard, after all i ask someone up there to bless me with responsibility, so the next few months is a test that only i can overcome it.

Well just realise there are ppl who do talk behind my back. Well shall forgive you guys, coz guess what? I talk behind your back too! Well I don't know abt these ppl, but i know for sure that gossip is just something that i will forget after its over, and whatever i say even in a fit of anger, i don't really mean it. Therefore i hope you do too! Nobody in this world is perfect, coz we are only human and we all have our own flaws.